Decisions

I have been mulling over in my head whether or not I should go back to work in September as originally planned. This weekend I said something to John about it finally. He said as I thought he would, "it's up to you." So as it stands right now the choice is up to me go back to work in September 2008 or go back to work in September 2009. Realistically the choice is easy. I am not sure why I am having such a hard time making it though. I don't have to make it right away though so I won't. It is hard being a grown up sometimes.